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4_ever_yourz @ 2005-08-12T13:50:00

2005-08-13T17:52:14Z

Wow..so I haven't updated in forever and I really dont feel like updating right now but everything is going good as usual. Well thats it..haha

xoxo love me

4_ever_yourz @ 2005-07-15T17:06:00

2005-07-15T22:14:28Z

So..i finally think im starting to open my eyes and realize the good people that are in this world instead of the ones that are assholes. I never wanted to believe anybody with everything but I guess it's time for me to open my eyes and realize there is something out there for me...when im just not paying attention to it..and it was right in front of my face the whole time.

Maybe...

4_ever_yourz @ 2005-07-06T19:14:00

2005-07-07T00:15:51Z

Yeah so me and Porter have come to a conclusion.
WE HATE BOYS!!
Why are they the way they are?
Reply and tell me please..

4_ever_yourz @ 2005-06-26T15:34:00

2005-06-26T20:34:26Z

Yay..its getting closer to tuesday..I can't wait to see Bob. Im sad though cuz its the last time until 3 weeks :(.I dunno what Im gunan do for those 3 weeks..we'll see. Well last night me and kendra decided to go out and umm..I didnt really want to but she made me and it was a big mistake. She adn I drove all the way out to freaken slater and nalle grade for NOTHING! We got there and there was like 2 cars and that was where the party was suppose to be but I guess not. So after driving through there Kendras car got so nasty.. so we went through the car wash and got a $6.00 car wash..lmao..i was so mad cuz the dryers didnt come on and we payed $6.00! So after that I decided to go home cuz i was getting mad. But wait..me and kendra were drivng and theres a DOG in the middle of the rode..omg i was about to cry..we drove back by and it was for sure dead ;(.After Kendra dropped me off I was on the phone with nast ass becker and jarvis. I can't believe those boys..lol. Ok well will update later.

4_ever_yourz @ 2005-06-24T16:15:00

2005-06-24T21:25:24Z

So where do I start off with..Summer has been a blast. Didn't think that I was really going to have fun this summer but it turned out that I have. I have been with miss baliey anne porter alot. I love you!! We left sunday night and went up to sarasota to go out hang out with a couple of boys...well wait let me refraze that..only one in the end. He's pretty hot.. ok maybe he is. Hung out with him wednesday night and then me and bay had to leave thursday..:(.I defintely didnt wanna come home.. I am so scared of cape coral now..it has turned into the biggest ghetto ever. Oh well..then last night I spent the ngiht over baliey's house and freaken didnt go to bed til like 2! Damn I was so tired from the ngith before too..We were on the phone with jarvis and becker and jarvis was helping us look at homecoming dresses?!!? How cute is that..hehe. Then this morning my mommy picked me up at like 11:30 and i had to go do some stuff and get my nails done. After that..me and bay went tumbling..WOW!! Haven't been in like forever..did ok i guess? Oh ya..Im so sad..that special someone is leaving in a couple days for 3 WEEKS for a baseball tournment..I'll keep myself occupied right?! I have baliey until the end of july when they come back..then she leaves.. :(..man why is everybody leaving me..and stacy siebert..that girl is MOVING!! Im seriously going to ball my eyes out..I will miss her so much but I freaken going to drive my ass over there to see her..yay RODE TRIP..well off to dinner.

will update later..
<3

4_ever_yourz @ 2005-06-15T19:22:00

2005-06-16T02:29:36Z

Wow what a fun ngiht even though I didn't go out very late. Kendra and her bro came to pick me up at my hosue so we could go to wal-mart. We got to wal-mart so Kendra coupld exchange something and this guy in line kept starring at me and Kendra it was SOO scary.Plus he was talking in some other language so we had no clue what it meant. Then I went to go use the pay phoe (jsut messing around) and another guy standing next to us goes you can use my cell phone its free!! Lmao..wow I was like no its ok I was joking around.After wal-mart we drive through Dariy Queen and there is a FROG on Kendras window..omg!! Her brother goes and puts the windshed wipers on but luckily it jumped to the top and frog guts didnt over her window. Then I decide Im hungry so Kendra drives through mcdonalds and were waiting on our food and the guy at the window goes you want barbeque sauce?? and were like yes and he goes thats gunna cost you and were liek forget that then..and hes like jsut kidding..then he goes to Kendra here take these napkins I'd feel safer if you take them!! What the hell..seriously what a crazy night..Theres too many syko people in this world!

4_ever_yourz @ 2005-06-15T18:08:00

2005-06-15T22:11:07Z

Im finally updating..Haven't really been on top of this stuff but whatever. So i was complaining that I havent gone out in like forver but i went out like 2 nights in a row The first night was gay and the 2nd time I was around drunk sluts at the party so I wasn'y too excited and plus the cops came.Im so excited..I complain to my friends that I never hang out with them but I am going back up to sarasota sunday to spend some quality time with my oldest sister and see this boy again. This saturday im going to stay out at kendras house..yes me and her get to stay out til whenever we want!! Yay!!! O well I have to go to g-mom's house to have a party for relatives coming down..should be fun.

4_ever_yourz @ 2005-06-09T14:12:00

2005-06-09T18:20:07Z

wow!! what a summer it has been so far..nothing is goign the way I was wanting it to go so its all good. So i have been going to the gym like everyday. Some girls said I am SOO fat and ugly so jsut wait a couple more weeks and then you can see me. I havent been with any of my friends this summer..its kinda weird cuz like I make an attempt to hang out with them but they never want to cuz they decide to hang out with people thta dont like me so whatever i really dont care cuz there's always other better things to do. Plus i got yelled at by my mom the other tha if I go out while they were gone that I wouldn't be getting my license so I'd rather be getting my license then going out. Just wait til i get my license and since im the first get mine..ill be like nope!! I have my ways!! hehe

4_ever_yourz @ 2005-06-01T05:32:00

2005-06-01T21:37:36Z

YAY..Its finally summer!! Im so excited..no more school..no more drama..and no more girls!! I thought i was kinda gunna be a lil bored this summer but danny finally got his license so he can drive me around!! I have tried to make an attempt to go out for the past couple dyas but umm..defintley just hasnt worked out. O well..i really dont even care because there will be more to come and im still young. So i finally decided that I like it being single and not having a boyfriend..you can do some much when you dont have a boyfriend. Well this entry was kinda short but on my way to the gym..yay!!

4_ever_yourz @ 2005-04-28T17:15:00

2005-04-28T21:36:06Z

Friends
We're supposed to have fun,
We're supposed to laugh,
We're supposed to tell each other our problems,
I thought we were good friends who could do that,
But i guess i was wonrg.
We're not supposed to make each other cry,
We're not supposed to hurt each other,
We're not supposed to ignore each other,
And act like we were never friends.
Why cant we go back to the way things used to be,
When you said i was your best friend and always would be.

Just a memory

As we sit around and think,
About all the things that were said.
We start to wonder,
If our friendship is really dead.

We see each other less and less,
And you know it's true.
We don't talk like we used to,
We don't pull things out of the Blue.

We gather information,
That we really find sad.
We talk about this problem,
That we know is really bad.

Now we sit,
And stare at each other.
And we dare to recall,
Our friendship that is now,
Just a memory.

4_ever_yourz @ 2005-04-25T16:09:00

2005-04-25T20:21:09Z

Wow what i weekend i had! Just kidding.So it all started friday..i was sitting at home and i was gunna go out with Bailey and that all just got fucked up cuz everyone ditched her...Oh course know one likes her..jsut kidding i love you Bailey Ann Porter!!Yeah so me adn her were on the phone until like 12:30 and i decided to go to bed since there was nothign elsee better to do in this town. Then saturday comes along its my mommy birthday!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY!My sister woke me up at like 9:00 becuase we had to go shopping real quick. As soon as me and my sister got back home, Kendra calls me and wants to come and pick me up so we can go to the mall since she can drive now!!YAY!! After the day at the mall, i had to go out to dinenr with my family for my mom's birthday and then i went over to miss porter's house so we could go out. Since everything got fucked up, me and her jsut ended up staying home and jimmy was gunna come over but i really dont know why he didnt???So as sunday rolled around Bailey and I really wanted to go to the naples mall but that was really gunna happen cuz it was getting late so albert and mike took us to the mall and for once i didnt ANYTHING! wow am i proud of myself. Then Bailey went to dinner with me and my family and her and I omg!! we we went on the car racing cames and Bailey beat 3 times!God but on the last time I beat her..haha..wow what fun times. Then i got in this really weird mood thinking that somehting bad was going to happen the next day. So today i felt the same way and it was weird cuz like nothing really happened but i really thought somehting was going to happen. So after 6th, travis took me home cuz i really didnt want to be in school so he and i came home and he piggged out on my chinese food and everything else i had in my house.It was ok cuz i really wasnt up to eating the rest of my food. So this weekend wasn't all the best but me and Bailey started to get closer as friends so yay!

4_ever_yourz @ 2005-04-22T16:09:00

2005-04-22T23:15:12Z

Wow..i didnt think i was going to end up doing anything tongith but i guess i might be. Today was a boring ass dayl. I was about to scream in 7th peiod cuz it felt like i seriously look at the clock every minute and it wouldn't move. Plus, everybody left from school early so nobody was there. Yay!!!Kendra got her license. Her and her car..shes so crazy when she drives..just kidding. She was taking me home and we ending up meeting with my mom at Mcdonalds cuz we passed her on the road. After that i ended p going hom and sleeping for like 2 hours and my mom came in to check up on me aand i don't even remember her coming to check up on me.I seriously think i have a issue with remember things.I have young timers disease..lol.Everybody in our school is starting to date and hook up..i feel lonely..who knows what'll happen with me. Ok well im going to go start to get ready to go out.

4_ever_yourz @ 2005-04-20T18:30:00

2005-04-20T22:31:41Z

Hi guys! I just got my new journal..its lori.

4_ever_yourz @ 2005-04-20T17:20:00

2005-04-20T21:24:53Z

Wow..what a day. Was on the computer for a lil then I woke up and found out a hole bunch of crap. Never in my life have I experenced that. Finally in my life, I think things are finally starting to go the way I want them to. Ever since I started to tell the truth, you get what you want and everyhting starts to go right.Wow! Ttonight im bout to watch Fear dot com..omg im so scared but someones gunna come over and watch it with me..hehe im excited.Thanks yeni for making my live journal..its cute THANK YOU..love you lots

hay!!!

2005-04-20T20:45:57Z

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